FISH-TIME

 
No flesh of living creature
had passed my virgin lips for all of 24 years.
 
My label vegetarian almost vegan in fact
and I ate my beans and nuts most conscientiously
with no intent to change
(beyond, mayhap  to resort to water and air only
    ideally speaking!
not a cabbage to crunch
 tomato  crush or potato to uproot.
And so it was, trundling along
no blood on my hands, I thought
more or less innocent
    apart from earlier years, prior lives
and the collective responsibility.
 
Until
out of the blue my body spake:
get me fish!
 
Now, I might have argued:
I’m taking the oils and anyway
I’m honor bound by commitments
It’s a principle after all…
…isn’t it?
I might have.
 
But if there’s one thing I have learnt
it’s that the brain in the belly knows:
it knows  deeply and truly
what it needs
more than my top-wobbly one ever can;
 
I won’t argue with that.