GOD’S OWN LAUGHING FIELDS
My orbit sacred soars
casting it’s spell, inscribing its note, indelible
harking and larking across the body of space
it’s molecules proud and drunk with giddy being.
It weaves the angles into flying arcs of joy
echoing, rebounding around the dome
of God’s own laughing fields
where sweeping lines bump into, bounce off
flirt and pirouette, meld and interlace
rushing as headlong lovers fused in ecstasy
along the curling lip of time
like strung out passion’s kisses, slow and luscious
driving my engine wild and whirling
breathing, shaping, sounding
my own untamed spectral song.
It plunges grammarless, roaring, rampant
every atom twanged with shivering delights
the marvelling emptiness uncreate, inbetween
hermetically, blackly vacuumed
filling me up, bursting my seams, exploding my seed-heads
dangling ahead of each incipient word
- the next smoke-ring of love’s own expansionist game
no distance lost or found, within or out
its classic formula roguishly paradoxical
and shot off its synapses, quantum-lept
like the maddest embodiment of thought:
the unholdable fauna of my darling mind
its images random, unmathematical
its logic inchoate
bound to no rules or law, methought
- until I saw, with my cyclopean eye
(suffering no extenuating circumstances
separations, durations, conditions, excuses)
my flight path etched, indecipherable
across the galaxy’s impossible drawing board
mirror-refracted, prism-split
precipitating on the very rim of momentum
into the skin of Matter’s stuff
- that squelchy, scrunchy, feely, yummy stuffing
Blocking, blinding, grinding the divinely motoring wheel
To a nearly halt.
Hey! this is my bus-stop!
- my stop-off, turnover, get-on junction
my option spot
and, hey! this is a daring, mobile mechanic
meddling with my magical machine
cranking the leggy shafts
fiddling with the nuclear fuel
twiddling the knobs and guages!
Ah, but I fogot!
That marauding mechanic is really me!
perched in my two-way, cosmic shuttle box
sheering along the trajectories of Certain Order
Time/Space daft, looping the loop
each modulated step and stage
of my shaping/mating ritual
set in the royal crown of nothingness
with the Geomancer’s arcane tool
imprinting the soft flesh of unborn tomorrows.
So my orbit flies
- un-driven, un-programmed, multi-directional
mesmerized by it’s own exact curves and relative motions
yet strung harmonically, deliciously
and with magically conscious intent
- God’s own beloved, spoilt children.
2002