THRUSH
at HERGEST CROFT, 12/12/02
It comes and perches by my window
in the Medlar tree
black-inked in intricate Japanesy explosions
of bare, branch-tipped twiggy script.
The waning moon - at 18° Scorpio to be precise -
slipping behind the lornly cedars and pines
trellised and laced against the hatching east
apricot and spun gold, hung in an egg-shell sky
with misty glimpses of the hills in-between.
He is fatly silhouetted
warm against the setting stars
and chirrups, hopping from angle to angle
stating his case: Wake up you morons!
Who could sleep when the mountains float there
in the bluey distances
and the great trees of Hergest commune their ancient communing
breathless in purest monochrome
against the luminous backdrop of dawn breaking.
This is the exact moment
I birthed that wonderful creature, my daughter
through the same sacred crack between the worlds
she stepped, all of 35 years ago.
And I look in my book and find
her same starry companions greeting her
reminding, rejoining her solar returning passage
crossing the portal, her fey ship sails
and I invoke their blessing on her blessed head.
Meanthewhile, puffball thrush still holds his pitch
calling, calling
so I quake and shudder wondering:
the early rooks shafting across the beaches
how I remember to breath
how each beat of my heart can invoke the next
when I was hooked, fled away into alternate spaces
lost in the trees, the magical Ground
chanting my bones and roots to glory
shouting Come! Be one!
And I am.