I AM 3

 
I am still as the moving branches
That web the sky with my long eye.
 
I am calm as the pivot-mind spreading through each atom
Vessel-vein threading its life-full message in the silence.
 
I am that silence
I am the song of that silence.
 
It weaves an eerie, sublime cantata
Hackle-edged, on the blade of Inbetween.
 
My spirit frets at this goosey skin-cage…
Ah! but it never frets!
 
It  reaches out to its fullest paradigm - while conscious of its chains
those limits painted by this double-self-ness from which it sees.
 
I am the rushing quietus of timelessness.
Fingery-spokes wheel my decisions into their rut.
 
I am a towering ecstasy.
I clash my joy with the cymbals of pain.
 
I am a soaring strength. I crunch universes in my palm
And spin new systems on their orbiting free-wills.
 
I am the child of my own creating.
Each strand of my potential is a formula I know.
 
I confess, I confess I am the reverse of all suchness.
I am an empty, empty page.
 
 
1975