Benevolence

 
...doesn’t mean it is just pleasing, 
easy for you or me.
On the receiving end of a fairy godmother 
or gentlemanly deity’s grace.
A patronizing feudal practice;
projecting human ideas of kindness
onto Creative Source
forgetting Whose Source.
Which comes first.
 
It is the nature of nature itself
and un-nature, supernature.
Through blood and tears.
Some greater, unimaginable good,
emerging beauty of beingness, design,
overarching purpose and pattern
 - divine.
 
Despite the seemings.
 
The elastic journey between conception 
and dying
juxtaposing  the relational creep
of consciousness
continuously rebirthing and morphing,
evolving, revolving, rising up, letting go;
breaching new barriers, closures and
beginnings.
 
Growth and falling apart entangled
throughout the bio and exosphere;
every sentient being;
to sift and sieve, refine, define experience - hum-drum biology, spirit
until the elixir of eternity percolates thru’
inseminating the crazy whole
with toughest kinds of loving;
reducing to tempered presence
softly, softly, radiant with joy and peace.
 
The rest is comeuppance.

Jan