Falling Apart

 
Undoing, gracefully, bit by bit
as all things devolve, wear out, fade, end
each element eventually returning home
to its basic components.
 
Who or what put them together to start?
Could they achieve coherence unaided?
No need for planners or creators
nor the wit to; Just sheer accident
and eternities of space and time
for Chance’s dice to roll.
Self-made godlings!
 
Or, give it a name:
Provenance, Science, Statistics,
then we can sleep at ease
knowing there’s some reason for it,
a comfy label to obviate helplessness
and assure a semblance of control.
Afterall, clutching at random straws
and fears around survival or hurt
is a basic mammalian norm.
Add, ambitions for heavenly peace
with distracting momentary nirvanas
to obliterate, alleviate….
what else can biology do!
 
Deaths are a long time coming
a slow process of decomposing,
sliding down slippery slopes of no-return
from making bad choices
 - or absences of good ones;
from ticking genetic clocks
and circumstantial pressure,
from self-destructive habits, preferences
and conditioning - ignorance or laziness,
cravenness, loss of faith or hope.
Besides the contractual term allowed!
 
Birthings likewise, can be lengthy;
taking evolutionary aeons,
and be terrifying partitions,
experiences of disempowerment.
One runs into the other
they are inside out of each other
with nothing in-between.