DEITY in the DUMP

 
We are down in the Dump,
brother and me,
dumping things:
the excess chattels and appurtenances
to be crushed back to their
beginnings.
Big Business itself with mashers and mushers,
sifting and sorting things
by the sweat of man’s brow
and his handy hands and pockets.
Utensils, containers, ornaments and artefact
expired, superannuated, outdated by later models and upgrades,
newer techniques, materials, ideas.
 
Afterall, mind you, all they are and were
are 3D manifestations of
of i d e a s, to start with!
 Made into matter
that duly got used, misused, broken and neglected,
fallen behind cupboards,
out-living the allure
of their first investment,
the attraction of collecting more and more -
bigger, better, newer, pricier
on the status quo markets:
the need to amass objects,
finding security in a nest.
 
So we unload the surplus, the emptied, cracked, unwanted
when out of the corner of my eye, I espy
a golden Buddah there, hoiked out and set aside
alongside a few other items retrieved:
a plastic pot, a toy robot;
Can I have that Buddah?
I ask the man in a helmet-hat.
You can, he says -
as if one could ever have such a thing.
 
So we come away, not empty-handed, though
released of all those burdens:
the accumulated stuff,
shed like a snake-skin;
glowing, alight in the presence of SERENITY itself,
no matter he/she has a hole in the skull
and one ear half-lopped off.
The celestial smile is still there.
 
But then, with a jolt, I realised that it does matter.
How could someone have chucked it out
because of that hole in the head,
and the imperfect ear?
 
What obscenity, depravity - because it is thus blemished
by the exigencies of 3D life.
 
Can’t have broken, chipped things
not even Buddhas sublime.
Throw it away!
 
What?! - the epitomy of all beauty and compassion,
crowned with the effects of mortality
  • a hole in the head and still serene.
 
Ah, you, my lovely!
embodiment of all our heart’s
desiring,
I will find somewhere where flowers, beetles can weave
through your skull,
your lopped-off ear bespeaking your signature and sharing of the Earth’s hurts and woes;
the rain can wash your tears away,
birds singing to you by the Remembrance Tree,
pungent in your nostrils;
the prescience of your presence
blessing each molecule of sunlight or passer by,
all the more beauteous
 for your brokenness.
 
 
Found this today,  scribbled
in an Australian 2003 diary: